The way we look at relationships and deal with them has certainly changed a lot in the last ten years. When I joined London escorts about 11 years ago, no gent that I dated was interesting in keeping in touch online. You met up with them when they came to London, and that was it. Now, they all want to keep in touch with us girls here at London escorts online when they are out on time. It is like you are being more and more removed from genuine human relationships.
Saying that, I should be better at handling this than any of the other girls at the escort agency. I have always been very active online, and about ten years ago, I met this really lovely man in a chat room. We have never met, but it very much feels like we are having a relationship. As a matter of fact, it is the only relationship that I have with a man outside of escorts in London. Most of the girls that I work with at London escorts think that it is weird that I feel close to this guy on the other side of the Atlantic.
Our relationship may not be a physical one, but that does not make it any more real. If he does not call me, I worry about him, and the other way around as well. The great thing is that I can chat to him after I come off my shift at London escorts as he is on US time. Most of the girls that I work with at escorts in London, finish late and do not have anybody to talk to. I can just go home and switch on my computer when I want somebody to talk. It is a great feeling and just proves how important talking is in a human relationship.
Really I should take some time off from the London escorts agency and visit this guy. The only thing is that I am not sure if that is the right thing to do at all. We seem to have sort of come to terms with the fact that we should never meet, and gone beyond that. It does not make our relationship less meaningful at all. As a matter of fact, our relationship is the most important relationship that I have had with a man since joining escorts in London. Well, you could easily say that our relationship is more real than any of the relationships that I have at escorts in London.
Often when I hang up on our daily chat, I wonder where relationships are going to end up in the future. I am sure that more people than ever before are going to live as singletons, and maybe even conduct our relationships in cyberspace. Is it the right thing to do? I am not sure it is, but I do feel closer to this guy that I have met in cyberspace than any of the other guys that I hook up with on a daily basis. Do we need physical human contact? It could be something that we are even beginning to grow out of, and I do wonder what the future of physical love is.
I keep looking out of the window in my flat, but I cannot see that my fairy tale prince has turned up on his white charger as yet. It does not matter what you do for a living, or how well educated that you are, I think that most women are still looking for fairy tale. When I first started my career with London escorts, I seldom thought about stuff like that, but I have started to think about it more often these days. Many of the things that I wanted to achieve for myself in life I have achieved and I now would like to move on.
Lots of the gents that I date at London escorts seem to be in bad relationships but I am not letting that deter me. I still believe in love and I believe in romantic love. Listening to my gents at London escorts, it seems that many of them are kind of in relationships that are more like business partnerships. That is really no way to carry on and I wonder if it is why so many of them have ended up dating London escorts. They are missing something in life, but they are not sure of what that is at all. I am sure that many of my London escorts gents have no real concept of romantic love at all.
Could it be that they are missing romantic love? I am beginning to think so. It seems that without having romantic love in your life, we are all a bit lost and that is what I think has happened to many of my gents at London escorts. They are not really in touch with their emotions, and this has lead to frustrations within their personal relationships. Sadly, I think that many of their partners are in touch with their emotions and that makes it worse some how.
It is not easy to work for London escorts at times, you have this tendency to become personally involved in the lives of the gents that you date. I do meet a lot of attractive single gents at London escorts, but so far I have not met the right one. Of course, none of my gents at London escorts are likely to turn up on a white charger. They are much more likely to turn up driving an Aston and flashing the cash. That is not really what I am after at all, but to some of the girls at the agency, it may seem like the perfect relationship.
So, what am I after? I am after a gent who can be true to me and actually stand by me. My parents have been married for a long time and have a really good relationship. They are getting a bit older now but they seem to have a lot of fun together. I love it when I see them coming down the street holding hands, it just looks so nice. My dad still buys my mum flowers once a week, and she takes an interest in his aquarium fish. They eat out and in general seem to be potty about each other. Theirs is a true love and I know that romance is a very important factor in their lives. But I would not call my dad’s old sports car very much of a charger at all.